On a Sunday morning in June 1865, a thirty-three-year-old missionary named Hudson Taylor was in church in Brighton, on the south coast of England, and found he couldn’t bear to stay. He had come home from China five years earlier in poor health, and he couldn’t get the country’s inland provinces out of his mind: eleven of them, with millions of people and not one missionary among them. He later wrote that he was “unable to bear the sight of a congregation of a thousand or more Christian people rejoicing in their own security, while millions were perishing for lack of knowledge.” So he walked out onto the beach alone, “in great spiritual agony.”
There on the sand he asked God for twenty-four workers, “two for each of eleven inland provinces which were without a missionary, and two for Mongolia,” and he wrote the request in the margin of his Bible. Then, he said, “I returned home with a heart enjoying rest such as it had been a stranger to for months.”
Within a year Taylor sailed for China with sixteen new missionaries, the largest group that had ever arrived there at one time. By 1910 the mission he started that summer had more than eight hundred.
Taylor didn’t have the money, the organization or the people. What he had was a picture he couldn’t shake, and the nerve to write it down.
So the question is:
If you knew God was in it, what would you dare to attempt for His Kingdom?
Opening Prayer (Say this aloud!)
Father, You are able to do far beyond anything I can ask or imagine. Show me the dreams You’ve put in my heart, including the ones I set down years ago because they seemed too big. Cleanse my motives. Take out every desire that’s really about me, and give me the courage to write down what’s really from You. In Jesus’ name, amen.
A Kingdom vision is something God shows you, not something you invent, and Scripture’s instruction for receiving one is surprisingly practical: write it down and wait for it.
The prophet Habakkuk didn’t start with a vision. He started with a complaint. “How long, Lord, must I cry for help? But you do not listen! I call out to you, ‘Violence!’ But you do not intervene!” (Habakkuk 1:2). God’s first answer was more than Habakkuk could take in: “For I will do something in your lifetime that you will not believe even though you are forewarned” (1:5). So Habakkuk took up a position and waited. “I will stand at my watch post,” he said; “I will keep watching, so I can see what he says to me” (2:1). Then the Lord answered him:
“The Lord responded: ‘Write down this message (חָזוֹן)! Record it legibly on tablets, so the one who announces it may read it easily. For the message is a witness to what is decreed; it gives reliable testimony about how matters will turn out. Even if the message is not fulfilled right away, wait patiently; for it will certainly come to pass – it will not arrive late.’”
Word Study
חָזוֹן ḥāzôn H2377
“message” · Habakkuk 2:2
Range. A vision; a revelation; an oracle or prophecy. It comes from the verb ḥāzâ (H2372), “to see” or “to behold,” so at its root it is something seen. Brown-Driver-Briggs gives four senses: a vision seen in an ecstatic state, a vision in the night, a divine communication given in a vision (an oracle or prophecy), and the title of a prophetic book (as in Isaiah 1:1). It occurs thirty-five times in the Hebrew Bible.
The sense here. A revelation from God that Habakkuk is to record. The NET translates it “message,” because the point is its content; most English versions have “vision.” The word appears again in verse 3: the vision will come to pass at its appointed time.
Why it carries the argument. A ḥāzôn is received, not manufactured. That corrects a common misuse of Proverbs 29:18, which the King James renders, “Where there is no vision, the people perish.” That verse is often quoted in support of organizational vision statements, but the word is ḥāzôn, and the NET translates it accurately: “When there is no prophetic vision the people cast off restraint.” Proverbs isn’t talking about goal-setting. It’s talking about what happens when God’s people stop hearing from Him. Your vision for the Kingdom isn’t Scripture, and it doesn’t carry Habakkuk’s authority. But it should come from the same place: from God, seen and not invented, and tested by His word.
Source. Brown-Driver-Briggs Hebrew and English Lexicon; Strong’s Concordance via Bible Hub.
Notice three things about how God handled Habakkuk’s vision.
It was bigger than Habakkuk. God said He would do something Habakkuk “will not believe even though you are forewarned” (1:5). Later in the same chapter He shows the scale of it: “For recognition of the Lord’s sovereign majesty will fill the earth just as the waters fill up the sea” (2:14). Nothing about that was achievable by one prophet with a stylus.
It was written down. “Record it legibly on tablets.” Writing a vision does two things. It makes it clear enough for someone else to read and act on (“so the one who announces it may read it easily”), and it holds you to what you heard. An unwritten dream drifts. A written one can be checked, prayed over and tested.
It had its own timing. “Even if the message is not fulfilled right away, wait patiently.” God didn’t promise Habakkuk speed. He promised certainty: “it will not arrive late.” Late by whose calendar? Not Habakkuk’s. A vision from God keeps God’s schedule.
That’s why Step 11 asks you to write your vision down, and why this course won’t ask you to make it happen by next quarter.
Pause & Reflect
Is there something you’ve complained to God about for years, something broken in the world that you keep asking Him to fix? Could your complaint be the doorway to your vision, as Habakkuk’s was?
A God-given vision usually starts as a desire, and Scripture treats that desire as something God can place in you, not something to be suspicious of by default.
“Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing (תַאֲוָה) fulfilled is like a tree of life.”
Word Study
תַּאֲוָה taʾăwâ H8378
“longing” · Proverbs 13:12
Range. A longing, wish or desire; an appetite or craving; the thing desired. It comes from the verb ʾāwâ (H183), “to desire” or “to long for.” Brown-Driver-Briggs notes that it’s used in both good and bad senses. It occurs twenty-one times in the Hebrew Bible.
The sense here. A deep, sustained desire, strong enough that leaving it unfulfilled makes the heart sick. The same word appears seven verses later: “A desire fulfilled is sweet to the soul” (13:19). And in Psalm 10:17 it describes the longing of the oppressed that God Himself hears.
Why it carries the argument. The word is morally neutral. Israel’s craving for meat in the wilderness was taʾăwâ too, and it ended in judgment (Numbers 11:4, 33–34). So Scripture doesn’t tell you to trust every desire. It tells you that deep longings matter, that their fulfillment is “like a tree of life,” and that God cares which ones you carry. The work of Step 11 is to sort your longings: to bring them into the light, let God cleanse them, and write down the ones that are His.
Source. Brown-Driver-Briggs Hebrew and English Lexicon; Strong’s Concordance via Bible Hub.
“Tree of life” is not a casual phrase. The last time we saw that tree was in Eden (Genesis 2:9; 3:22). Proverbs uses it to say that a longing fulfilled restores something of what life was meant to be. That fits what this whole course has been saying: God’s purpose for you is part of His purpose for restoring His world.
Two passages show where holy desire comes from. Paul tells the Philippians that “the one bringing forth in you both the desire and the effort – for the sake of his good pleasure – is God” (Philippians 2:13). The desire is God’s work, not only the effort. And when Peter explained what happened at Pentecost, he quoted Joel: “your young men will see visions, and your old men will dream dreams” (Acts 2:17). Visions and dreams aren’t reserved for prophets anymore. God gives them to His people, young and old.
You met a third passage in Session 1. Psalm 20 is a blessing prayed over someone going out to battle: “May he grant your heart’s desire; may he bring all your plans to pass!” (Psalm 20:4). The word translated “plans” there is ʿēṣâ, the same word for counsel and purpose you studied in Session 1 (Proverbs 20:5). God grants plans that line up with His counsel, and the psalm assumes He’s pleased to.
So how do you tell a God-given vision from a self-made one? Here are three marks.
It works through you, not for you. A Kingdom vision is a picture of what God wants to accomplish through your life for others. If the dream ends with you comfortable, admired or secure, it may be a good goal, but it isn’t yet a Kingdom vision.
It needs God. If you can accomplish it with a bit of hard work, you don’t need God, and it isn’t a vision; it’s a goal. Goals are good. But a vision from God should frighten you a little, because you can’t imagine doing it in your own strength or with your current abilities. Taylor’s twenty-four workers cost him months of agony before he dared to ask. That’s the kind of size we’re talking about.
It fits the heart God gave you. A vision that comes out of nowhere, with no connection to your passions, pursuits, ministries or arena, deserves a second look. God sometimes surprises His people, but more often the vision He gives is the natural next step of the heart He’s been forming. Your Steps 7 through 10 are the soil a real vision grows in.
Illustration
In an actual group that worked through these steps, this is where people first began to stall. Every one of them had finished the first ten steps. At this one, several asked for more time, and many of the visions that did come in came in small. One woman wrote that she had thoughts “bouncing around in my head” but wasn’t comfortable putting them into words yet. One man listed the goals he’d set when he first came to Christ, every one of them good, and none of them needing a vision. A third described a Bible study for women who had walked through what she had walked through, and the coach pushed back gently: “Based on what you wrote, an independent observer would never be able to tell whether you accomplished your dream.”
The coach’s most useful move was to enlarge. A young man who leads the teen group at a small church wrote movingly about kids caught in a broken foster system, then admitted he didn’t know what his dream was. The coach wrote back: “Can you imagine God getting you the resources to create a brand new fostering model for those kids? Can you imagine God using you to launch a ‘rescue mission’ type of scenario where those kids can get out of abusive situations and into a facility where role models can show them a way forward?” Another man asked the Holy Spirit and heard a number. He wanted to pour resources into people who feel unloved by the world, he wrote, and “the amount of 5 million kept popping in my head.”
The visions from that group that had edges on them looked like this: tools that help churches around the world organize and communicate; a faith-based homeless shelter in one man’s hometown; a piece of land about the size of a football field, farmed to feed a rescue mission and then other shelters. You could tell, years later, whether any of those had happened.
So add one more test to the three marks, the coach’s test: Could someone else tell whether it happened? If not, it’s still a wish. Keep praying until it has edges.
Illustration
King David had a vision he never saw fulfilled. Settled in his cedar palace, he said to Nathan the prophet, “Look! I am living in a palace made from cedar, while the ark of God sits in the middle of a tent” (2 Samuel 7:2). He wanted to build God a temple. God said no: “When the time comes for you to die, I will raise up your descendant, one of your own sons, to succeed you… He will build a house for my name” (7:12–13).
But notice how God treated the desire itself. Years later Solomon recalled it at the temple’s dedication: “The Lord told my father David, ‘It is right for you to have a strong desire to build a temple to honor me. But you will not build the temple; your very own son will build the temple’” (1 Kings 8:18–19). God called the desire right. He simply assigned the building to someone else.
So David did what he could. “I will make preparations for its construction,” he said, and “David made extensive preparations before he died” (1 Chronicles 22:5). He gathered gold, silver, bronze, iron, wood and precious stones, and then gave his own treasure: “to show my commitment to the temple of my God, I donate my personal treasure of gold and silver” (29:3). The temple Solomon built was David’s vision, funded and prepared by David.
Paul summed up David’s life in a sentence you studied in Session 1: “David, after he had served God’s purpose in his own generation, died” (Acts 13:36). Part of serving God’s boulē in his generation was preparing for something the next generation would finish.
David’s story gives you permission to write down a vision you may never see completed. Some of the most important Kingdom work is laying a foundation someone else will build on. If your vision is bigger than your lifetime, that isn’t evidence that it’s not from God. It may be evidence that it is.
Pause & Reflect
Is there a desire you’ve set aside because you assumed you’d never see it fulfilled? What if your part is to prepare for it, as David did?
Some readers will feel uneasy about everything above, and the objection deserves to be heard at full strength. Jesus said the last will be first. Paul warned against being “motivated by selfish ambition or vanity” (Philippians 2:3). Christian history is full of leaders who called their own empire-building a “vision from God.” God told Baruch plainly, “Are you looking for great things for yourself? Do not look for such things” (Jeremiah 45:5). Asking people to dream big about their own lives, and to write down plans that “embarrass” them, sounds a lot like the world’s self-help gospel with Bible verses added. Wouldn’t humble faithfulness in small things be safer?
A good deal of that is true, and it’s better to say so plainly. Selfish ambition is real, it’s condemned in Scripture, and it hides easily behind spiritual language. Every one of us is capable of calling our own desire for importance “God’s vision.” And Jeremiah 45:5 is a warning to take seriously: Baruch, Jeremiah’s scribe, was worn out and discouraged, and part of his trouble was that he had wanted more for himself than God was giving.
But look at what Jesus did with ambition when He met it face to face. The mother of James and John asked Him to seat her sons at His right and left hand in His Kingdom (Matthew 20:20–21). That was naked ambition, and the other disciples were furious. Jesus didn’t tell them to stop wanting greatness. He redirected it: “Whoever wants to be great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first among you must be your slave – just as the Son of Man did not come to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many” (20:26–28). The desire to be great wasn’t the problem. The definition of greatness was.
Here’s where I land, and why. I believe the answer to selfish ambition isn’t smaller dreams; it’s a different object. Baruch was told not to seek great things for himself. Taylor sought great things for China, and David for the house of God. The test isn’t size. It’s direction: who is the dream for, and who gets the glory? J. Robert Clinton, who spent decades studying how God develops leaders, put the balance well:
“Each is unique. Another’s success is not our standard. Bigger is not better, nor is a greater sphere of influence.”
J. Robert Clinton · Professor of leadership, Fuller Theological Seminary · The Making of a Leader, 1988
A Kingdom vision isn’t measured against anyone else’s. For one believer it will be a global ministry. For another it will be a family that walks with God for four generations, or one neighborhood that knows it’s loved. What makes it a vision is not its size but its source, and the fact that it requires God.
Where this stays unresolved. No one’s motives are pure, and Scripture doesn’t give a test that separates holy desire from selfish ambition with perfect precision. “The human mind is more deceitful than anything else,” Jeremiah warns (Jeremiah 17:9), and that includes the mind that’s writing down its vision. The best safeguards are the ones Session 2 taught: ask to be searched, test what you hear with Scripture and with mature witnesses, and give it time. You’ll probably find mixed motives in your vision. Write it down anyway, and keep asking God to purify it.
Step 12 asks you to gather everything you’ve written in the Affinity section into one statement of how God has shaped your heart. It’s the second of the course’s three summary statements, and it works the same way your Design statement did in Session 4.
In Session 5 you met Frederick Buechner’s description of calling: “the place where your deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet.” Your passions (Step 7) are the world’s hunger that moves you. Your pursuits (Step 8) are your deep gladness. Your ministries and your mountain (Steps 9 and 10) show where that hunger and gladness have already met, and where they’re heading. Your vision (Step 11) shows what you’d attempt if nothing stood in the way. Your Affinity statement names the place where all five point.
In the picture you’ve been drawing since Session 1, your design supplied the colors, and your heart supplied their intensity. Your Affinity statement names where the color in your picture runs deepest.
Your Design statement described what you’re built to do, in terms that would be true anywhere. Your Affinity statement names for whom and where: the people you’re drawn to serve, the needs you can’t ignore and the arena you’re sent into. Keep the two separate for now. Session 12 will bring them together with your Shaping.
One warning belongs here, and it may be the most practical sentence in this session: comparison will kill your purpose. The moment you start measuring your affinity against someone else’s, you’ll either inflate yours to match theirs or dismiss it because it looks smaller. Paul’s instruction is simple: “Let each one examine his own work. Then he can take pride in himself and not compare himself with someone else. For each one will carry his own load” (Galatians 6:4–5). Your load is yours. So is your heart.
Expect this step to be hard. In an actual group that worked through these steps, it was where the most people slowed down: four of the nineteen who wrote a vision never wrote an Affinity statement. Summarizing your own heart is harder than summarizing test results, and it’s easy to drift into a different question. Some people described what they’re like rather than whom they’re for: “communicator, caregiver, teacher,” or “a courageous truth teller with a compassionate heart.” Those are design words. Some wrote a heartfelt testimony of God’s faithfulness instead of a summary of Steps 7–11. The statements that worked named people and needs. “God has shaped my heart to protect and restore the vulnerable,” one woman wrote, “especially those harmed mentally, emotionally, or financially, and to help rebuild what has been taken from them.” Another wrote, without being asked to use the form, “I’m called to help people strip through the lies of false identity, to discover who God says they are.” If you stall here, draft badly first. A rough statement you can fix is worth more than a perfect one you never write.
“Anyone who has discovered who God made them to be will never want to be someone else.”
Bill Johnson · Senior leader, Bethel Church, Redding, California · Born for Significance, 2020
Consider This
If you’ve kept your Purpose Journal electronically, an AI tool (Claude, ChatGPT or similar) can help you see the pattern across the Affinity section. Write your own first draft before you use it. Then copy your answers to Steps 7–11 and paste them in after this prompt:
“I’m working through a discipleship course on discovering my God-given purpose. Below are my answers to five steps about how God has shaped my heart: my ranked passions (what breaks my heart), my pursuits (what fills me back up), the ministries I’ve been part of, the sphere of society I’m drawn to, and my big vision for the Kingdom. Please (1) point out people, needs, places and themes that repeat across the five answers; (2) note anything that seems to pull in a different direction; and (3) offer three different drafts of an Affinity statement of 50 words or less, each beginning ‘I’m called to…’. Name who I’m drawn to serve, what need I’m drawn to meet, and where. Don’t describe my abilities; I’ve done that separately. Don’t flatter me. If the evidence for something is thin, say so.”
As in Session 4, treat what comes back as a mirror, not a witness. It can only organize what you gave it. Take one draft, or none, and rewrite it until it sounds like you. In that same group, one man’s Affinity statement still began with his own first name, in the third person, because it came straight from the AI. Nobody writes about their own heart that way. If a sentence says “you,” “your” or your name, it isn’t yours yet.
Pause & Reflect
When you read back through Steps 7–10, whose faces come to mind? Which people keep showing up?
Everything above has been explanation. A Kingdom vision is something God shows you, not something you manufacture; Habakkuk was told to write it down, and to wait for it on God’s schedule. God places real longings in His people, and a longing fulfilled is “like a tree of life.” You can tell a Kingdom vision by three marks: it works through you, it needs God, and it fits the heart He gave you. And Jesus didn’t forbid the desire for greatness; He redirected it toward service.
Now you write it down. First the dream, then the heart behind it.
Before you start Step 11, go looking for old dreams. Many people have forgotten dreams, or set them down years ago because they seemed impossible, or because someone laughed at them.
Take a sheet of paper, or a page in your journal, and write down every Kingdom dream you can remember having, at any age: as a child, as a new believer, in college, in your first job, after a retreat or a mission trip. Don’t evaluate them yet. Just list them, with roughly when each one came and what happened to it.
Then read the list slowly and ask the Holy Spirit two questions. Which of these was from You? And which of these did I set down that You never asked me to set down? Circle anything that still stirs something in you.
Discovery Steps · Steps 11 and 12
Use the Listening Rhythm for each step: ask to be searched; do the work; sit with it; test it with the witnesses; sleep on it.
Step 11 · My Vision
The prompt. If you had unlimited time and resources, what do you dream of accomplishing for the Kingdom?
What to do. Start with The Experience and the dreams you circled. Then pray, and ask God to show you what He wants to accomplish through you. Reread your passions (Step 7) and your mountain (Step 10); a real vision usually grows out of them. Write what you see as a picture of the finished thing, in the present tense, as if it has already happened: “Families in our county…” rather than “I hope to…”. Leave out the hedges. As one coach put it: no “If I could…”, no “I would try…”, no “It would be nice to…”. For each part of the vision, add one line answering, Why does this need God? If any part could be done with hard work alone, either enlarge it or move it to a separate list of goals. If you pray and hear nothing, read the What About in Session 2, write “not yet” in your journal, and keep going. People who stall here often find their vision later in the course.
What to produce. One to three vision statements, each one or two sentences long, written as a picture of the finished thing. Under each, one line on why it needs God. Date the page, so you’ll know years from now when you wrote it.
Surface answer: “I love seeing people get saved, get healed and get delivered. So, I guess I really just want people to see Jesus and accept Him as their Lord and Savior.” (A real answer, and a beautiful desire. But it’s the desire of every believer, and nobody could ever tell whether it had been fulfilled. A vision names which people, where, and what would be different.)
Deep answer: “Every child in our county’s foster system has a church family standing behind their foster home: meals, respite care, tutoring, and at least one adult who prays for them by name. This needs God, because I have no idea how to mobilize that many churches, and I’m not sure I’m the kind of person people follow.”
Worked examples.
You’re done when …
Time: at least two days. Give the dreams time to surface; the ones you’ve buried longest usually take longest to come back.
Step 12 · My Affinity
The prompt. Summarize your responses to Steps 7–11 into a cohesive statement of your Affinity. How has God shaped your heart?
What to do. Reread Steps 7–11 in one sitting. Underline every person, need, place or group that appears in more than one step. Ask yourself Buechner’s question: Where do my deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet? Draft three versions of a statement beginning “I’m called to…”. If you like, use the AI prompt in Consider This above to see patterns you missed, then rewrite in your own words. Name who you’re drawn to serve, what need, and where. Leave out your abilities; your Design statement already covers them. Read your best draft to your witness and ask, “Is this where your heart is too, or is it mine?”
What to produce. One statement, 50 words or less, beginning “I’m called to…”.
Surface answer: “He has shaped me to be a courageous truth teller with a compassionate heart!” (A real answer, and a true one. But it describes what she’s like, which belongs in her Design statement, not whom her heart is set on. Her other Affinity steps already named them: people living in bondage to lies about who they are and who God is. The statement just didn’t say so.)
Deep answer: “I’m called to walk with young adults who are drifting from faith, especially first-generation college students, helping them find their footing in Scripture and in community, on campus and in the workplaces where they’ll spend their lives.”
Worked examples.
You’re done when …
Time: at least two days. This is the second of the course’s three summary statements.
Big Ideas
Kingdom Principle
God puts dreams in His people that only He can fulfill, so that when they’re fulfilled, He gets the glory.
Closing Prayer (Say this aloud!)
Father, thank You for the desires You’ve put in my heart. I give You the ones that were really about me, and I ask You to purify the rest. Give me the courage to write down what You’ve shown me, even when it embarrasses me, and the patience to wait for it on Your schedule. Keep me from comparing my heart with anyone else’s. Do far beyond anything I could ask or think, so that the glory is Yours. In Jesus’ name, amen.
Go Deeper
Accessible
J. Hudson Taylor, A Retrospect (first published 1894). Taylor’s own short account of his call to China and the founding of the China Inland Mission, including the Brighton beach story. Free online in several editions.
Substantial
Dave Harvey, Rescuing Ambition (2010). A pastor’s case that ambition is neither to be killed nor indulged, but redeemed: aimed at God’s glory rather than our own. A thoughtful companion to this session’s What About.
Academic
O. Palmer Robertson, The Books of Nahum, Habakkuk, and Zephaniah, New International Commentary on the Old Testament (1990). A careful commentary on the Hebrew text, including Habakkuk 2:1–4 and the “appointed time” of the vision.
Leading This Session
This session asks people to say out loud things they’ve rarely said to anyone, so the group’s first job is to make that safe. Don’t let anyone laugh at a vision, and don’t let anyone compete. The What About will draw out the people who are uncomfortable with big dreams. Honor that discomfort, because it often comes from having watched someone’s “vision from God” hurt a church, and then point to Jesus’ answer in Matthew 20: He redirected ambition rather than forbidding it. The most productive exercise is The Experience; ask for volunteers to share one dream they set down years ago and what happened to it. Group questions: What’s one dream you set down that you sense God asking you to pick back up? and Where does your heart run deepest? Keep a close eye on attendance. In an actual group that worked through these steps, Steps 11 and 12 were the first places people stopped, so check in personally with anyone who goes quiet this week. The coach’s most useful move at Step 11 was to enlarge: take what someone wrote, ask “Can you imagine God…?”, and paint the bigger version back to them. At Step 12, the most common miss is a statement about what someone is like instead of whom their heart is for. Ask, Whose faces come to mind when you read it? If none do, it isn’t finished.
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Next: Session 8, Your Story, opens the Shaping section. It turns from the heart God gave you to the life you’ve already lived: the milestones that turned you, and the people who shaped you.
Session 7 · Kingdom Purpose
Your Vision
If you knew God was in it, what would you dare to attempt for His Kingdom?
Write It Down
A vision is seen, not invented. Write it down, and wait for it on God’s schedule.
A Desire He Puts There
God places real longings in His people. A Kingdom vision works through you, needs God and fits your heart.
Naming Your Affinity
Where your deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet. Don’t compare.
So · Now
God puts dreams in His people that only He can fulfill, so that when they’re fulfilled, He gets the glory.
List the dreams you set down, then complete Step 11 (your vision) and Step 12 (your Affinity statement).
Discovery Steps · Steps 11 and 12
Kingdom Principle
God puts dreams in His people that only He can fulfill, so that when they’re fulfilled, He gets the glory.